| Location | River Ridge |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 7/2007 |
| Date of Death | 7/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,884 since 09/10/2007 |
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Evan Andrew Noullet
29 July 2007 till 30 July 2007
Evan Andrew born July 29 at 4:19pm fought for 11 hours until he grew his wings. Evan was born at 24
weeks weighing 1lb 9oz and 11 3/4 inches long
Play forever on the clouds sweet Evan Mommy and Daddy Love you very much.
Evan Andrew Noullet
July 29,2007 4:19 pm
1 lb 9oz ,11 3/4 inches
I was told that there would be a slim chance of getting pregnant. I always assumed that I had PCOS
and I was recently diagnosis with Diabetes. So I just never thought it would happen. Well on March
26,2007 I was just not feeling right I had been tired ,and had all the symptoms of being pregnant I
decided to take an HPT. Well to my surprise within a minute it read POSSITIVE. We were so happy all
my life I had dreamed of having a baby, and now my prayers had been answered. I found a doctor that
fit me in right away since I had diabetes, and on March 28 it was confirmed that yes I was pregnant.
I had my first ultrasound and determined that I was 5week3days and you could already see his heart
fluttering away. Well from that time on everything went downhill at 6 weeks on April 1 I went to the
grocery store everything was fine I came home put up the groceries went to the bathroom (as all
pregnant moms do all the time) looked down, and was covered in blood. I started passing clots, and I
thought that right then I had lost my baby. My husband rushed me to the hospital ER, and after 4
hours of waiting they took me in for an Ultrasound to revel that my baby was still there. I was told
to go home and rest on my left side and call my OB in the morning, well I did and everything was
fine. I was put on light duty, and sent to a perinatologist. I found out that I had bacteria
vaginosis where it is the overgrowth of bacteria in the vaginal area, and was put on antibiotics.
Then at 13 weeks I woke in the middle of the night to find out that I was bleeding again, and again
I thought that I had lost the baby same story went to the ER only to be told nope Baby is still in
there happy as can be. I was then diagnosed with BV again, and also a UTI, I was then prescribed
more antibiotics and to take it easy on light duty. Again everything was going good I had a few
aches and pains, but nothing to be worried about according to my doctor. Then at 23w4d I was at work
and went to the Bathroom and wiped and there was some Mucous. Everybody kept telling me that was
normal not to worry well the next day I decided to call my doctor anyway just to make sure well she
checked me and noticed some watery discharge she did the litmus paper test and determined that it
was not my water, She checked my cervix I was still tight and long not to worry everything is Ok.
Well that night I started having contractions, But I thought it was just cramping being my first I
had no idea. I thought that they were from me being checked, Well by the next day(Saturday) my
contractions were every 15 min apart. I decided to go to the ER and the nurse hooked me up to the
monitors and told me “Not that I don’t believe you or anything, but your not in labor you have a
UTI go home) so I went home. Then all night I was up with contractions every 5min apart. My husband
was busy at the time so I decided to have my sister bring me to another hospital just to get checked
and make sure everything was o.k. I told Wade to stay and I would be back, or I would call him if I
needed him. At this hospital they also put me on the monitors and my contractions were not
registering. They kept saying everythings ok. Well my sister had to go so I told her to leave that I
would be ok and I would have Wade bring me home. So here I am alone in the hospital hooked up on
monitors when they decide to check me, and I was 10cm dilated and my baby was coming soon. They
brought in an US machine and told me that he was transverse that I had to have a C-section and that
they were going to cut me up and down to get him out quick that his lungs were not developed ( I was
at 24 weeks at this point)and that they had one of the best teams around that this was the time he
needed to be delivered. I was rushed in and baby Evan was born weighing in at 1 pound and 9 ounces
and 11 and ¾ in long (my proudest moment). All I remember of the whole time in the operating room
was the words “ let go baby you have to let go of the cord. You have to let go of mommy”. I was
told that he needed a blood transfusion and that he was doing good that he had weaned himself from
needing 100% Oxygen to 40% that was great. They took me to my room and told me to get some sleep.
Then at 2:50 my nurse and the doctor came into my room, and I just knew that he didn’t survive. I
was told to come say my last goodbyes before it was too late. I got to the NICU and I could here
them working on Him. They opened the door and told me that It was too late that his heart had given
out on him, he was just too premature. I was asked if I wanted an autopsy on him, But I refused I
couldn’t handle the thought of him like that being so little, but I had the placenta sent off and
was told that it was perfectly healthy, the bag of waters were clear(representing that there was no
infection) That there was no reason why he came so early? An answer I guess I will never get. You
see when Evan died so did a part of Me Life will never be the same. To have your hopes and dreams
taken from you in a blink of an eye.
Daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mama please don't cry~
'Cause I am in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.'
Please, try not to question God,
Don't think he is unkind
Don't think He sent me to you,
and then He changed his mind.
You see, I am a special child,
and I'm needed up above
I'm the special gift you gave Him,
the product of your love.
I'll always be there with you
and watch the sky at night,
Find the brightest star that's gleaming,
That's my halo's brilliant light.
You'll see me in the morning frost,
that mists your window pane.
That's me in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a little breeze,
from a gentle wind that blows
That's me, I'll be there,
planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing,
and your heart feels a little tug,
That's me, I'll be there,
giving your heart a hug.
So Daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mama don't your cry.
I'm in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.
r.i.p.little angel
Maia Belle Craig
2007 to 2007
aged: 0
From: Burnley
Maia Belle Craig is the name of my beautiful little angel girl.
She was born on the 30th September 2007 still.
Her due date was the 31st January 2008
She was 22 weeks when she was born. And she stopped moving on the 23rd September 2007
Will be loved and missed and longed for forever by her mummy.
She died due to being so blumin active, and knotted her cord.
She changed my life in the very short time she was here.
So dramatically.
She got me out of a rut, and in ode to her, i am going to try my utmost best to stay out of that rut and do well, for her.
I love my baby so much.
Its so unfair being a childless mother,
but i will never EVER forget her EVER
She is my baby and i will always keep her memory close to my heart.
I chose 3 poems and 3 songs for her funeral.
The songs:
Michael Jackson - Gone too soon
Steven Curtis Chapman - With Hope
Shania Twain- From this moment On
Look up the lyrics on google, they're beautiful.
And the poems: (not written by myself but very close to how i feel)
Little Snowdrop
The world may never notice if a Snowdrop doesn’t bloom,
Or even pause to wonder if the petals fall too soon,
But every life that ever forms or even comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way for all eternity.
The little one we longed for was swiftly here and gone,
But the love that was then planted is a light that still shines on,
And though our arms are empty our hearts know what to do,
Every beating of our hearts says that we love you.
An angel never dies
Don't let them say I wasn't born,
that something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I've loved you from the start.
Although my body you can't hold,
It doesn't mean I'm gone,
This world was worthy, not of me,
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
what you are forced to face.
You have my word; I'll fill your arms,
Someday we will embrace.
You'll hear that it was 'meant to be,
God doesn't make mistakes,'
But that won't soften your worst blow,
or make your heart not ache.
I'm watching over all you do,
another child you'll bear,
believe me when I say to you,
that I am always there.
There will come a time, I promise you,
when you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips,
and then you'll understand.
Although I've never breathed your air,
or gazed into your eyes
that doesn't mean I never 'was'
An angel never dies.
TINY BABY
TINY BABY OH SO SMALL
PERFECT IN EVERY WAY.
THIS BRAVE LITTLE SOUL
FOUGHT HARD FOR HIS LIFE
BUT SADLY HE WAS UNABLE TO STAY.
MUMMY DO NOT WEEP FOR ME,
DADDY DO NOT CRY.
FOR I AM ALWAYS WITH YOU
UNTIL THE END OF TIME.
THE NURSERY, UP IN HEAVEN,
HAS ANGEL BABIES, BY THE SCORE.
NOW THAT BABY EVAN'S THERE
THERE IS ONE LITTLE ANGEL MORE.
PEST PEACEFULLY LITTLE ONE. XX
sweetest angel
goodnight angel, send mummy lots of hugs and kisses down from heaven and be waiting for her when its her special time to go and meet you, my grandad geoff will look after you hunny lots of love and thoughts to your family at a sad time xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx he only takes the best to go 1st love laura
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