| Location | River Ridge |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 7/2007 |
| Date of Death | 7/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,233 since 09/10/2007 |
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Evan Andrew Noullet
29 July 2007 till 30 July 2007
Evan Andrew born July 29 at 4:19pm fought for 11 hours until he grew his wings. Evan was born at 24 weeks weighing 1lb 9oz and 11 3/4 inches long
Play forever on the clouds sweet Evan Mommy and Daddy Love you very much.
Evan Andrew Noullet
July 29,2007 4:19 pm
1 lb 9oz ,11 3/4 inches
I was told that there would be a slim chance of getting pregnant. I always assumed that I had PCOS and I was recently diagnosis with Diabetes. So I just never thought it would happen. Well on March 26,2007 I was just not feeling right I had been tired ,and had all the symptoms of being pregnant I decided to take an HPT. Well to my surprise within a minute it read POSSITIVE. We were so happy all my life I had dreamed of having a baby, and now my prayers had been answered. I found a doctor that fit me in right away since I had diabetes, and on March 28 it was confirmed that yes I was pregnant. I had my first ultrasound and determined that I was 5week3days and you could already see his heart fluttering away. Well from that time on everything went downhill at 6 weeks on April 1 I went to the grocery store everything was fine I came home put up the groceries went to the bathroom (as all pregnant moms do all the time) looked down, and was covered in blood. I started passing clots, and I thought that right then I had lost my baby. My husband rushed me to the hospital ER, and after 4 hours of waiting they took me in for an Ultrasound to revel that my baby was still there. I was told to go home and rest on my left side and call my OB in the morning, well I did and everything was fine. I was put on light duty, and sent to a perinatologist. I found out that I had bacteria vaginosis where it is the overgrowth of bacteria in the vaginal area, and was put on antibiotics. Then at 13 weeks I woke in the middle of the night to find out that I was bleeding again, and again I thought that I had lost the baby same story went to the ER only to be told nope Baby is still in there happy as can be. I was then diagnosed with BV again, and also a UTI, I was then prescribed more antibiotics and to take it easy on light duty. Again everything was going good I had a few aches and pains, but nothing to be worried about according to my doctor. Then at 23w4d I was at work and went to the Bathroom and wiped and there was some Mucous. Everybody kept telling me that was normal not to worry well the next day I decided to call my doctor anyway just to make sure well she checked me and noticed some watery discharge she did the litmus paper test and determined that it was not my water, She checked my cervix I was still tight and long not to worry everything is Ok. Well that night I started having contractions, But I thought it was just cramping being my first I had no idea. I thought that they were from me being checked, Well by the next day(Saturday) my contractions were every 15 min apart. I decided to go to the ER and the nurse hooked me up to the monitors and told me “Not that I don’t believe you or anything, but your not in labor you have a UTI go home) so I went home. Then all night I was up with contractions every 5min apart. My husband was busy at the time so I decided to have my sister bring me to another hospital just to get checked and make sure everything was o.k. I told Wade to stay and I would be back, or I would call him if I needed him. At this hospital they also put me on the monitors and my contractions were not registering. They kept saying everythings ok. Well my sister had to go so I told her to leave that I would be ok and I would have Wade bring me home. So here I am alone in the hospital hooked up on monitors when they decide to check me, and I was 10cm dilated and my baby was coming soon. They brought in an US machine and told me that he was transverse that I had to have a C-section and that they were going to cut me up and down to get him out quick that his lungs were not developed ( I was at 24 weeks at this point)and that they had one of the best teams around that this was the time he needed to be delivered. I was rushed in and baby Evan was born weighing in at 1 pound and 9 ounces and 11 and ¾ in long (my proudest moment). All I remember of the whole time in the operating room was the words “ let go baby you have to let go of the cord. You have to let go of mommy”. I was told that he needed a blood transfusion and that he was doing good that he had weaned himself from needing 100% Oxygen to 40% that was great. They took me to my room and told me to get some sleep. Then at 2:50 my nurse and the doctor came into my room, and I just knew that he didn’t survive. I was told to come say my last goodbyes before it was too late. I got to the NICU and I could here them working on Him. They opened the door and told me that It was too late that his heart had given out on him, he was just too premature. I was asked if I wanted an autopsy on him, But I refused I couldn’t handle the thought of him like that being so little, but I had the placenta sent off and was told that it was perfectly healthy, the bag of waters were clear(representing that there was no infection) That there was no reason why he came so early? An answer I guess I will never get. You see when Evan died so did a part of Me Life will never be the same. To have your hopes and dreams taken from you in a blink of an eye.
My Sweet Baby!
Evan sweet baby Mommy misses you more than anyone will ever know I find it so hard not to have you here with me. you should have been only 4 weeks today, but its been almost 5 months since I held you in my arms. I will think of you each and every minute of every day until we meet again........
Love you,
Mommy
My condolences goes out to you and your family and I hope you get to see your liitle one again someday in heaven but until then keep your head up and stay focused but never forget him I can't imagine what you are going through but hold on b/c GOD does things for a reason and you have a much bigger blessing waiting to happen so be strong for yourself and your family and I hope you do concieve again
Best wishes and GOD blessXXXXXXXX
God Bless you little angle
you little darling play in heavens gardin until you meet your mummy again sweet dream xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Those we love remain with us
for love itself lives on,
and cherished memories never fade
because a loved one's gone.
Those we love can never be
more than a thought apart,
for as long as there is memory,
they'll live on in the heart.
X♥
Sleep tight baby Evan. Another angel who earned his wings. Find my Maddison and play with all the baby angels in heaven.
The angel of the book of life,
wrote down Evans birth,
and whispered as she closed the book,
'far to beautiful for earth'.
Lots of love Sarah x
Sending love
sorry to hear of your sad loss, i lost my grandson who was born 31st July at 26 weeks weighing 1lb 9oz, he lived for ten days, hope they are playing together on the fluffy clouds...jan x x x
Daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mama please don't cry~
'Cause I am in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.'
Please, try not to question God,
Don't think he is unkind
Don't think He sent me to you,
and then He changed his mind.
You see, I am a special child,
and I'm needed up above
I'm the special gift you gave Him,
the product of your love.
I'll always be there with you
and watch the sky at night,
Find the brightest star that's gleaming,
That's my halo's brilliant light.
You'll see me in the morning frost,
that mists your window pane.
That's me in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a little breeze,
from a gentle wind that blows
That's me, I'll be there,
planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing,
and your heart feels a little tug,
That's me, I'll be there,
giving your heart a hug.
So Daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mama don't your cry.
I'm in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.
Sweet Dreams
Sweet child whom we never really got to know,
It’s hard for us to let you go.
We waited and we wanted you.
We had so many dreams for you.
We think of smiles we'll never see.
We think of events that will never be.
There will be no first steps and no first teeth.
There is only a void and our own grief.
We planned to take you to places far and near.
We yearned to keep you safe and free from fear.
We hoped to show you much of your new world.
We wanted to teach you as your life unfurled.
It’s hard to understand why you, our baby, died.
We feel so numb right now, many tears we’ve cried.
We have so many questions and no answers seem to come.
We tried so hard to save you; nothing could be done.
God, we stand before you broken-hearted
and ask you to heal these lives that must be parted
from this little one we can no longer hold,
who will always be a part of us, even when we're old.)
God, take this child in your loving arms.
No more can he suffer any harm.
Bless him always and bless us too.
Be with us and help us to make it through.
GODS LITTLE ANGELS
God makes little children
He makes them every day
And though He loves them dearly
He gives them all away.
He gives each to an angel
And says take baby down
To such and such a mother
In such and such a town.
Or such and such a cottage
In such and such a place.
He gives the angel with it
A big soul full of grace.
God does so love those children
It's all that He can do
To let the Angel take them
But he loves the mother's too.
And so he says I'll lend you
This little one of mine
The angel folds it's love
About the special gift divine.
The angel watches over
The child both day and night
So glad to see that lovely soul
All shining in God's light
God makes so many children
And every now and then
He seems to want one specially
We don't know why or when
He whispers to its Angel
Bring the child back to me
The angel sees a lovely sight
That someday we may see
It sees the souls of mothers
And fathers in God's light
Offering him tiny children
Whose souls are shining bright
God does so love those children
Whos souls are never dim
And how he loves those parents
Who give them back to him.
Another little angel took from as needed more in heaven Evan sit on the clouds by day and the stars by night and watch over your loved ones and make sure they are all alrite send down your floating hugs and kisses 2 all those that love and miss u extra ones 4 ur mummy and daddy xxx ^i^ xxxx sweetdreams R.I.P xxxx
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